Maher Zain - Thank U ALLAH | ماهر زين - الحمدالله .mp4

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tq ALLAH..i've bought a new netbook and digital camera on last saturday.'Aspire one' and Lumix are my latest precious gadget after i lost my ibm, casio digicam and express music hp on a few months ago..

i can breath naturally and think positively after the horrible day happened on my life.myb 'YES', ALLAH loves me n He gives me that thing to see either i can facing it or not..alhamdulillah..i love my life and everything about myself..amin

Love The Way You Lie (Tyler Ward Acoustic Cover) - Eminem (ft. Rihanna) ...

소녀시대_Gee-뮤직비디오

Justin Bieber - Never Say Never ft. Jaden Smith

3D animation of how IUI works

best on me

every monday night i never forget to watch my favourite show 'Giuliana n Bill'. i got an insiprition from them to do IUI (Intra Uterine Insemination). my husband also gave a good signs n said 'yes'. so i went to Ipoh Fertility Clinic which are situated at fair park (there have a lots of specialist clinic)
after done checking, the dr said more than 50% i can pregnant because my egg in good condition. so he asked me to come again n doing IUI on thursday. Nurse also taught me how to inject the medicine (i forgot the name of this medicine) because i should inject on the next day at 6am..although i'm felt scared with a needle and blood, but i got strenght to do it by myself..tq Allah!
the process was commence as I thought.alhamdulillah...love to hear a good progress only!!!

To be....insyaAllah

last monday our school celebrated the teacher's day.our assembly started with the speech from minister of education n bla2..a lots of speech and make me felt bored..i was excited went the mc announced all teachers have to sing our song 'GURU MALAYSIA'. i like this song very much. the lyric can motivated and reminded me to be a good teacher...always hope that one day i get the title of 'guru cemerlang'. if my husband can succeed with his 'AKC' (anugerah khidmat cemerlang), why not me?????

Lagu Guru Malaysia

Kami guru Malaysia
Berikrar dan berjanji
Mendidik dan memimpin
Putera puteri negara kita

Pada Seri Paduka
Kami tumpahkan setia
Rukun Negara kita
Panduan hidup kami semua

Di bidang pembangunan
Kami tetap bersama
Membantu, membina
Negara yang tercinta

Amanah yang diberi
Kami tak persiakan
Apa yang kami janji
Tunai tetap kami tunaikan.

Justin Bieber - Baby ft. Ludacris

Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought

“Hey, you know, this could be something”

‘Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I’m left with nothing

So maybe it’s true

That I can’t live without you

And maybe two is better than one

There’s so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you’ve already got me coming undone

And I’m thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

‘Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything’s okay

I’m finally now believing

That maybe it’s true

That I can’t live without you

And maybe two is better than one

There’s so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you’ve already got me coming undone

And I’m thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought, “Hey,”

Maybe it’s true

That I can’t live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There’s so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you’ve already got me coming undone

And I’m thinking I can’t live without you

‘Cause, baby, two is better than one

There’s so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

But I’ll figure it out

When all is said and done

Two is better than one

Two is better than one

our paradise

thank GOD because my dreams come true when i've my own house in greeny age.my little house was located in a middle of ipoh city..its getting easy to go to my hometown by using changkat larang road nearest to simpang pulai tol and also a bus station at medan gopeng.
It only take ten minutes from the last house i've rent. In evening,my husband always took me to Eco Park which have a panoramic view. All of U are invited to come here, believe me its more better than padang polo;p. sometimes we walk, jog around the lake and have some exercise at the gym. I like the atmosphere because it was so clean, fresh and nature. Visitors come here to playing kite and fish feeding...there are so many colourful fish such as Patin, Kap, Kaloi and etc.
i love my house so much and plan to change our traditional gate into an automatic gate....easy and safety for me to open and close before i left my house...
after 3 years, we plan to buy a new mpv..i like a honda crv but my husband very obses with his toyota caldina..start today i should saving my money and hopefully my husband doing the same things..if he wants our next plan come trueeee.....i like!!!!

.d.i.l.e.m.a.

last friday i decided to observe a practical student (ms Y).i reminded her to prepare and do the best because it was the last chance to get the good marks..

as promised, i came to the science laboratory at 1.50pm..she looks so surprised and i said good luck to her...i felt so excited after ms Y do demonstrated about the matter.she has a good idea by using her bag and also a glass of water to relate the concept of matter has mass and occupies space.BUT for this phase, a teacher should ask a volunteer (one or two students only) to come in front of class to do an activity..nowadays our system need a teacher apply the concept based on students.so students should involve any activity in class.we're only react as a facilitator to give any guidance and be supportive...

before i leave the class,i was shocked because ms Y gave a balloon to my students..so, class become noisy and difficult to handle because all of them like to blow the balloon.no one give attention when ms Y explain in front...so pity!
before the situation become worse,i walked in front..i was standing and staring with a fierce face to one of my students because he was naughty and playful..

actually my mood also turns bad.very upset!!!!!
i had feeling of guilt about giving the mark for this observation..any opinion?

is it true?

i'm so HAPPY because my spirit to work hard comes..tq to ALLAH because listens to my will.alhamdulillah...

i started the 1st day with my red kebaya and come early to school.many of my collegeous said that i look different.some of them looking at me twice.so weird....i asked one of them,ms X because she was honest when give any opinion or ideas..i trust her a lot..

can you see any different of me?i thought the new colour of my lipstik?kebaya?or...what?
she smiled...n said i looked 'smaller' and my face not 'chubby' like before..also my new tudung style.tq also to my mom because bought that tudung for me..RM30 at GM.
is it true?
YES..

:)finally i got back my slim body..this is reward of my discipline followed all the treatments and diets...

that's why i got the spirit to work better that day..i taught my students to appreciate ourselves (what we have) because nobody can help us if we're in trouble, sadness...i said again N.O.B.O.D.Y..except ourselves!

plan dis night start to do science paper2. it consists of 60 questions and should follow the PMR format.a lots..before,i've experience for setting paper1 only. dis means,i've to select the questions based on topic 1 to 3, typing, scanning, checking, printing, submitting n ready to be serve,hehe...
gud luck;)

leisure time

so sad went we think that we are pregnant but finally period come..suuucks!very painful so i decided to go specialist clinic to see a doctor..i asked dr why i'm still not pregnant although i followed all tips and have a good diet lately.very stressful after 3 years married and still waiting our first baby! dr (he got title dato') said i can pregnant if i disclipine when taking medicine in the right time..as a reward he gave me MC..hehe..i'm happy loooooo..
when i'm not working i have my leisure times for relaxing and going to myfair bodyline for consultation after postponed for many times..actually i like to go my hometown and visit my mak and abah, have lunch with my sisters,kak riza n kak roha,i'm love to go facial or do any massage..but tomorrow is still school day and i have ladap on saturday morning..
alhamdulillah i enjoyed my thursday by doing something cool and special..

deeply desire

one day, my old frens asked me..what do u really want? mmmm..a lots..actually as a women i want to be a mother..have someone call me 'mama'..talk, laugh and have fun when my husband not around..

tq to my husband, he is very supportive, spiritual and motivation man..he never give up.here are a pictures of cute babies i've download from internet as an inspirition to be a mom:)

looking good

for the past few weeks,i've only been getting four hours of sleep..i think a lot either i should transfer to PD with my lovely husband or stay at ipoh with my own house.mmmm...sometimes i hated to go to school, i feel so tired and exhausted....but sometimes i love it..
i need to think of my life and have something more stable and precious..
i must take care of myself. so i plan enjoy pampering myself by follow three rules to keep me looking good and healthy.here are three basic rules:

1- eat the right foods. for examples fresh fruits likes bananas, apples and berries, vegetables such as spinach, cabbage and broccoli, wholegrains, oily fish like cod liver oil. the important is drink a lots of water everyday as there is so much sodium in the food we eat.

2- exercise regularly like jogging in the morning and skipping rope can increase proper blood circulation in the body which helps transfer nutrients and oxygen to various parts of the body and remove toxins. so good!

3- protect your skin. make sure my skin is thoroughly cleansed and apply moisturiser before going bed.

although it is so easy to get lazy but i believe i can do it because i'm worth it...;)

golden moment

yesterday my lovely mom came to my house..she always prays for my happiness.sayang sangat kat mak!!!hopefully she also have a healthy life n dilindungi ALLAH SWT..
when i was younger especially when hari raya she always prepared very delicious dishes, nasi tomato n lontong..nyummm..n never forget to sew our new clothes,of course i got the red colour.that's why i used to get so excited and would be very proud to wear a new dress..
ironically,now that i have the means to purchase any outfit i want,wearing new clothes during raya time no longer holds the same appeal to me..which is quite sad:(

new born

assalamualaikum for those readers visiting my blog..dis is my 1st blog after i quited for the past few years..hopefully i can write something to share..it juz for fun n theraphy before going to sleep at night..lately i feel so lonely and hard to close my eyes..i think a lot either i should posting to PD or staying at my own house...uuuurrgh!!
whatever..i'm still happy because i have my own house now and my parents always caring about me..tq!