my resolutions...

i've made a promise to myself and i'm really trying hard to achieve this three resolutions:

1. lose weight and like to be slimmer.dont laugh k! (reminder to mr asraf). yes, i know dat...

i wanted to lose my weight this year.of course to look better and feel more confident..also like to look smaller in any photographs of myself!!!i told myself to do something about it..i made it work by eating right (less rice n sugar) and exercising regularly...

i'm glad if next year's resolutions will not have to do with weight issues!

2. manage stress... do whatevr  i want..n please  know dat many peoples around me love and care about me..they always pray for my happiness. tq u olls..

3. travel..actually, travelling is my passion. i really love travelling and wanted to go to different places and see new things (new environment, new culture, new food, make new friends).
but, it's really important to me to plan properly and then ask my husband to make a confirmation..really feel so sad when lastly our plan was cancelled.oh no!!!i dont want this happened again..NO and NO.

sweet memory...

cerita bermula pd pg smlm semasa aku mengemas kotak2 yg mgdgi brg2 lamaku..dgn harapan utk beri space kpd brg2 yg baru pula.tetiba aku tnmpak buku bwarna pink.buku rawatan utk ibu mgandung.dlm buku itu tercatat 3x rawatanku di klinik ibu mgdg..plg myedihkan hatiku apb mlihat gmbr scan kali pertama bb kami diusia kdgn 12 minggu n aku masih igt dr mengatakan yg bb aku sgt aktif..kerna buku itu membuatkan aku mengingati kembali nostalgia lama yg sungguh myayat hati...xsangka aku berjumpa semula buku tsebut slps bbrp kali aku btanya pd en asraf mengenainya....

aku tau en asraf sgt mgambil brt ttgku..semua yg dia lakukan adalah bersebab n terbaik utk isterinya..semua brg yg berkaitan pregnencyku dlu dia sorok tanpa aku ketahui..dia tau aku tlalu sedih atas keguguran yg disebabkan kelalaian dr itu sendiri..pd wktu itu,ingin saja aku menyaman dr tersebut...hanya ALLAH saja tempat aku bermohon agar diberi kekuatan iman..

sesungguhnya aku bersyukur dan amat bahagia kerna sempat merasai nikmat dialam kehamilan.walaupun hanya 14minggu tp ia sungguh indah sekali.kami berdua terus berdoa dan berharap agar ALLAH akan mengurniakan kami anak2 yg sihat dan sempurna pd suatu hari nnti.amin...

l.o.v.e

               To Mr Asraf,

               loved you yesterday, love you still,
               always have, always will.

Cayang buchuk!!!

actually, aku dh xigt pasal video ni..memori terindah n tak boleh diucap dgn kata2.very special dedicated from my hubby..dat time so sweeeet..until now i'm hepi with u..alhamdulillah syukur.