touching time

yeahhhh..holiday comes again!!!many programs are planned n some of them are done..thank u so much to my husband because baught me a new cooker hood (after survey a lots of shops)  n helped me cleaned our cute kitchen...u always be my superhero n always be on my side.u're plumber, cleaner, interior designer n many2 things u can be..i dont know life without u bb..lub u!!!
then, i plan to go to my hometown to visit parents n also see my new nephew..muhammad syahmi darwisy. very cute son n always cried when bath time n i like his voice (serak2 basah)..
unfortunately, my husband got fever n his body temperature so high.i felt so guilty.myb he so tired wif his hectic life.every weeks drive from pd to ipoh, like to clean n decorate our house although i remind many times to stop n get some rest..i called he as 'lipas kudung' because do no to waste time wif nothing..me??besides that...hehe..
lastly, he got one day mc but still have to go work on tuesday because he have 'ajutan' parade..very pity because i never see he sick like this before..horrible!!Ya ALLAH, lindungilah suamiku..berilah kesihatan yang baik untuknya..amin.
so i have to sacrifice my plan to go kg serdang because i have to accompany my husband to pd today..i felt so sad because i can't see my mom..she not feeling well now..actually i missed to sleep wif her n everything about her...insyaALLAH i can do it again,mom...i called her yesterday n i cried when she said 'jgn risau pasal mak..mak ok kt sini..biasele tu dh kawin xleh cm dulu..jg asrap baik2.mak doakan ank mak dan asrap sihat slalu'...oh my God, very kind your heart, mom...LOVE YOU MAKKKK!!!!
i love my parents n also my husband.. i pray for their happiness....alhamdulillah..because of their love n bless i can life like 'rama-rama' in my stomach...riang ria.syukur!!!

Surprise!!! (sound like eric leong)

yesterday dat 'akak' come to my house..myb like to see wif her eyes everything about my life..i never told her about my house number.i'm shocked when she phoned me n said that she in front of my house..i opened my automatic gate and i saw she standing outside my house wif the big eyes..she like surprising when stepped to my laminated floor n bla2..actually too many special about my house n you have to admit it.kih2..
lastly dat 'akak' asked me non stop about our house decoration..where i s the place? how cost is it?..i'm  a big 'MUSYKIL'..before that, she always said she knows everything n think i'm stupid..actually i'm not stupid but i like my way to handle my life..xpayah heboh2 around the world about our activity, family n life..konon2 u're 'HEBAT' n other peoples are failure..remember that!!!

BABY???

i don't know how to start dis writting..many times i deleted my words.i push myself  try to express my feeling through dis line..
my heart broken when the others people around me asked about having baby..not me or husband fault but it was our faith n we should understand about that..myb ALLAH want to see either me can facing it positively or besides..
sometimes i smiled when 'akak2' at my school asked me about that..taught me to eat n dont eat dis n dis..do like that la mcm diorg tu dr n bidan je...but i always said 'baik kak'.i did all things that they taught me even though i did treatment with dr specialist around ipoh..
about money, dont asked me... i've invested a lot n i still redha but luck was not by my side..
here i'm just questioning why we as human always think we're right n never think about the other people's feeling...only ALLAH SWT know me.so 'akak' dont jugde me like u've power..just show a good attitude like ur attire..