is it true?

i'm so HAPPY because my spirit to work hard comes..tq to ALLAH because listens to my will.alhamdulillah...

i started the 1st day with my red kebaya and come early to school.many of my collegeous said that i look different.some of them looking at me twice.so weird....i asked one of them,ms X because she was honest when give any opinion or ideas..i trust her a lot..

can you see any different of me?i thought the new colour of my lipstik?kebaya?or...what?
she smiled...n said i looked 'smaller' and my face not 'chubby' like before..also my new tudung style.tq also to my mom because bought that tudung for me..RM30 at GM.
is it true?
YES..

:)finally i got back my slim body..this is reward of my discipline followed all the treatments and diets...

that's why i got the spirit to work better that day..i taught my students to appreciate ourselves (what we have) because nobody can help us if we're in trouble, sadness...i said again N.O.B.O.D.Y..except ourselves!

plan dis night start to do science paper2. it consists of 60 questions and should follow the PMR format.a lots..before,i've experience for setting paper1 only. dis means,i've to select the questions based on topic 1 to 3, typing, scanning, checking, printing, submitting n ready to be serve,hehe...
gud luck;)

leisure time

so sad went we think that we are pregnant but finally period come..suuucks!very painful so i decided to go specialist clinic to see a doctor..i asked dr why i'm still not pregnant although i followed all tips and have a good diet lately.very stressful after 3 years married and still waiting our first baby! dr (he got title dato') said i can pregnant if i disclipine when taking medicine in the right time..as a reward he gave me MC..hehe..i'm happy loooooo..
when i'm not working i have my leisure times for relaxing and going to myfair bodyline for consultation after postponed for many times..actually i like to go my hometown and visit my mak and abah, have lunch with my sisters,kak riza n kak roha,i'm love to go facial or do any massage..but tomorrow is still school day and i have ladap on saturday morning..
alhamdulillah i enjoyed my thursday by doing something cool and special..

deeply desire

one day, my old frens asked me..what do u really want? mmmm..a lots..actually as a women i want to be a mother..have someone call me 'mama'..talk, laugh and have fun when my husband not around..

tq to my husband, he is very supportive, spiritual and motivation man..he never give up.here are a pictures of cute babies i've download from internet as an inspirition to be a mom:)

looking good

for the past few weeks,i've only been getting four hours of sleep..i think a lot either i should transfer to PD with my lovely husband or stay at ipoh with my own house.mmmm...sometimes i hated to go to school, i feel so tired and exhausted....but sometimes i love it..
i need to think of my life and have something more stable and precious..
i must take care of myself. so i plan enjoy pampering myself by follow three rules to keep me looking good and healthy.here are three basic rules:

1- eat the right foods. for examples fresh fruits likes bananas, apples and berries, vegetables such as spinach, cabbage and broccoli, wholegrains, oily fish like cod liver oil. the important is drink a lots of water everyday as there is so much sodium in the food we eat.

2- exercise regularly like jogging in the morning and skipping rope can increase proper blood circulation in the body which helps transfer nutrients and oxygen to various parts of the body and remove toxins. so good!

3- protect your skin. make sure my skin is thoroughly cleansed and apply moisturiser before going bed.

although it is so easy to get lazy but i believe i can do it because i'm worth it...;)

golden moment

yesterday my lovely mom came to my house..she always prays for my happiness.sayang sangat kat mak!!!hopefully she also have a healthy life n dilindungi ALLAH SWT..
when i was younger especially when hari raya she always prepared very delicious dishes, nasi tomato n lontong..nyummm..n never forget to sew our new clothes,of course i got the red colour.that's why i used to get so excited and would be very proud to wear a new dress..
ironically,now that i have the means to purchase any outfit i want,wearing new clothes during raya time no longer holds the same appeal to me..which is quite sad:(

new born

assalamualaikum for those readers visiting my blog..dis is my 1st blog after i quited for the past few years..hopefully i can write something to share..it juz for fun n theraphy before going to sleep at night..lately i feel so lonely and hard to close my eyes..i think a lot either i should posting to PD or staying at my own house...uuuurrgh!!
whatever..i'm still happy because i have my own house now and my parents always caring about me..tq!